That's what I want to be perceived as. And even if that is a final Tribal Council reveal of what I do, how my life has shifted, and everything I am. Really, up until that point, you don't wanna ...

But it's hard to know where I am. Maybe that's partly why I also wanted to do this (The Piano Lesson) because I'm not sure how I'm perceived in this industry. "It's more about what can I do next ...